I feel like my heart has been wrenched out of my chest. The doctor calmly told my husband, "You have stage 4 Mantle Cell Lymphoma". How do you deal with that? How do you stop the frustration and anger?
We have been walking around like zombies this week both in our own private thoughts. When we talk, it turns to tears.
We both play mindless games on the computer to distract ourselves from the inevitable. There is only so much you can talk and think about. Your mind has to take a break! I want to forget, but I look at him and it comes flooding back. The love of my life is terribly ill.
How did it happen, and why? Why does he still look so healthy and strong? If he hadn't had that blood test, we never would have known.
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