Am I relieved or am I scared out of my mind? Today starts the first round of chemo for Gary and I don't know how to feel. Right now I am feeling a quite numb about it all.
I hardly slept last night thinking about it and finally got up at 3:45 and got in the shower. Why stay in bed when my mind just won't shut off?
We have had a great weekend and a great distraction. Our dear friends from Mass. came to visit us. It has been a huge distraction and for that I am grateful. We had a Halloween party and friends came over to include our son, his wife and baby. It was excellent! Gary's friend helped him in the basement, getting it framed so we can finally get walls up. That is huge.
We will leave for the hospital in about an hour.
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